All I can say is Yuuuuck, summer is officially over. Yes I know that technically it’s been over for a while now, and theoretically there’s also been another season thrown in there, but still, in my mind it’s just over now. A few things have forced this particular conclusion on me. First, and in no particular order, …
I’m dropping the meds, well not dropping my medication totally just dropping the dosage. When I was first diagnosed with depression the doctor put me on 30mg of Mirtazapine, an antidepressant with the added benefit of being a sleep aide. In addition to my feeling emotionally crappy I had also been having trouble sleeping consistently. …
Damn those meds, those little yellow tabs of……what, of what? Life? Normalcy? Equilibrium? …..What are they doing to, or for, me? Do they have me under their spell, are they my control or my Savior? Can I live without them? Will I still be depressed?
Why do we camp, emphasis on DO as in why DO we camp? I thought I knew the answer but like so many things now I’m doubting what I do and don’t know. I think I’m in a funk, I’m “funking”, and while it’s not a terminal condition it is one that is nevertheless somewhat …
In my previous post I was giving a bit of an update on how I see things have gone for me lately, how I’m feeling better and generally less angry and frustrated. I think I’m coming out of this tunnel called Depression. I believe I can see a light at the end of the tunnel, …
I’ve been feeling pretty good lately, not at all angry and as unhappy as I was before. My depression, if that what it is, seems to have diminished or become depressed itself. I was never 100% sure it was depression but as I understand there is a broad spectrum of symptoms and I had a …
I wish I could say I’m back with a vengeance and there’s a Fire in the Hole but that would only be wishful thinking. It’s been nigh on one month since I’ve shared anything with you and and while the holidays can take a portion of the blame it’s really only my own apathy and a …
Friday 16th Well we’ve done arrived. The first phase of dads move has begun. We have come to Kelowna to overnight and then onto Langley tomorrow to load up his things and bring him home. Not home literally but to a new home for him. =============== Tuesday 20th I began the post above on the first …
So I missed yesterday, as far as blogging goes, and according to the blog gods that’s not a good thing. If you hope to keep people following your blog you need to keep it current. At this time I don’t think there’s anyone reading so it probably isn’t as important, however good habits I need …