Originally posted on April 26, 2014 by Dwayne I think “Here We Go Again” is a title of an old song, can’t be sure though and it really doesn’t matter. In this sense it only means here I go, putting up another very late post. I see it’s not been since January of this year …
I’m dropping the meds, well not dropping my medication totally just dropping the dosage. When I was first diagnosed with depression the doctor put me on 30mg of Mirtazapine, an antidepressant with the added benefit of being a sleep aide. In addition to my feeling emotionally crappy I had also been having trouble sleeping consistently. …
I’ve made the call, the decreased dosage of my meds will begin. I will drop down to taking one 15 mg pill a day, against the better judgement of my wife. This is not a decision I’m making without any consideration of the potential outcome. I know full well the possible negative side effects, however …
I’ve been feeling pretty good lately, not at all angry and as unhappy as I was before. My depression, if that what it is, seems to have diminished or become depressed itself. I was never 100% sure it was depression but as I understand there is a broad spectrum of symptoms and I had a …
A better day today with a (mostly) good nights sleep. For some reason I’m not sleeping as well as I have been, and I’m not sure of why. I have been waking up earlier than the alarm, and that’s early as the alarm is set for 5 am. I had chaulked it up to a …
Good morning, and it is morning, now being 6:55 am pst. I normally write in my journal at this time, just after I arrive at work and have my morning routine completed. I generally have 5-10 min where I can write, literally write with pen and paper, and comment on my morning or how the …
√ I feel pretty good today, better than yesterday for sure. For whatever reason when I awoke yesterday morning I felt angry again. It was sort of an underlying anger, not a “punch the wall” anger, but a strong enough emotion that it was noticable that early in my day. It’s hard to say why …