I’m at a loss, again. Lost in life, no words come nor the energy to pull them forth. I feel depressed! Whether, or not, it’s the Weather I think it’s the weather. I hope it’s the weather anyway. SADS is still with me perhaps and it may be time to pull out ‘the light’. The …
As if it hasn’t been said enough “Time flies while you’re having fun”, or something like that. And time has flown. I believe it’s a function of aging, that time flies. I read somewhere that the perception of time passing faster as we age is due to the lack of originality in our lives. And …
Originally posted on April 26, 2014 by Dwayne I think “Here We Go Again” is a title of an old song, can’t be sure though and it really doesn’t matter. In this sense it only means here I go, putting up another very late post. I see it’s not been since January of this year …
I bumped into Gloria today. Well, I didn’t really ‘bump’ into her, but you know what I mean. I saw her, in Safeway. At first sighting I didn’t recognize her. I was approaching the Starbucks counter to order my grande Americano, and chatting with my daughters friend, when I glanced toward the door and saw …
I’m leaving on the next train…. Wait, that’s a song title, not my next step. Of course “On the Road Again” is also a song but that more closely reflects what’s about to happen today. It’s also the title of a previous post but that has no real bearing here. That was camping, this is …
Damn those meds, those little yellow tabs of……what, of what? Life? Normalcy? Equilibrium? …..What are they doing to, or for, me? Do they have me under their spell, are they my control or my Savior? Can I live without them? Will I still be depressed?
Life is good. I guess I’m in a good space now. Grandchildren can do that I’m told. I’m a believer in that theory.
In my previous post I was giving a bit of an update on how I see things have gone for me lately, how I’m feeling better and generally less angry and frustrated. I think I’m coming out of this tunnel called Depression. I believe I can see a light at the end of the tunnel, …
I’ve been feeling pretty good lately, not at all angry and as unhappy as I was before. My depression, if that what it is, seems to have diminished or become depressed itself. I was never 100% sure it was depression but as I understand there is a broad spectrum of symptoms and I had a …
Here I sit again, biding my time in the bar. I’m starting to feel like a regular in these parts. I often wonder if I have I have a problem but I suspect if I have enough inquisitiveness about it then likely I don’t. And that being said I’m really not that worried. My days …