I’m at a loss, again. Lost in life, no words come nor the energy to pull them forth. I feel depressed! Whether, or not, it’s the Weather I think it’s the weather. I hope it’s the weather anyway. SADS is still with me perhaps and it may be time to pull out ‘the light’. The …
Once again I’m plagued with my mind wandering, flitting from place to place with thoughts that jump like a small bird hopping from branch to branch. And yes, my mind wonders too however for whatever reason todays stroll though nothingness is prevalent. It was the normal beginning to the day, slowly waking and not wanting …
Originally posted on April 26, 2014 by Dwayne I think “Here We Go Again” is a title of an old song, can’t be sure though and it really doesn’t matter. In this sense it only means here I go, putting up another very late post. I see it’s not been since January of this year …
I’m dropping the meds, well not dropping my medication totally just dropping the dosage. When I was first diagnosed with depression the doctor put me on 30mg of Mirtazapine, an antidepressant with the added benefit of being a sleep aide. In addition to my feeling emotionally crappy I had also been having trouble sleeping consistently. …
Good morning, and it is morning, now being 6:55 am pst. I normally write in my journal at this time, just after I arrive at work and have my morning routine completed. I generally have 5-10 min where I can write, literally write with pen and paper, and comment on my morning or how the …



