I’m feeling particularly beat up today at work, not necessarily by work related stuff, just my mood I guess. Optimism is a trait to be developed further with me. I used to be always the eternal optimist and over the last few years I’ve partially slid down the road into the despair of pessimism, not far down the road but far enough that it’s become more noticable to me and something that needs to be changed.
And it is being changed, with awareness of the problem and taking small steps lately toward reversing it I feel I’m making headway. Occasionally I feel a bit of a reversal and today seems like one of those days. Calgon, take me away.