I’m stressed again this morning, brought on by having to play the moderator in family issues, and still keyed up over having to do performance reviews on my staff. I am not cut out for the supervision role, I don’t feel like I am anyway. Mindfulness, or my use of it, would lead me to believe it’s because I don’t I don’t have confidence in myself. That’s certainly one of the schema that I’m reading about, just don’t recall which one at this point. Bottom line I need to consider asking for a relocation, a move to a non-supervisory role.
I try to bring more mindfulness into this equation, to try to understand why I feel this way. It’s apparent trying to do it at my desk, where I am now, is not conducive to giving these thoughts the attention they deserve.